Kaos..been losing a total of $100 tis two days playin dai dee.. hmmm ytd play till dawn 6am then reach hm lor.. then today slp till 4pm reach werk at 6 pm, damn busy jus e both of us werkin as niang go wedding dinner.. he miss call at 9pm..i hack care..actuali ah zhai drive me hm de.. then suddenli ah li came out.. "kay kay" walk here walk there drive his 1347 out n ask if i lose $ n say wan drive me hm so i pang seh ah zhai n follow his car...
so suay got two police stop.. i ask y he so good drive me hm, n he finally admit he is afraid tht ah zhai whu is interested in me drive me hm.. i'm shuang dao... lol.. dunno how to say aniwae he is givin in to me n we chatted all e way suanin each other n came to serious topic, he ask me wad i wan him to do..i jus kept quiet n tell him he dun have to do anithing jus ferget abt wad happen..aniwae i'm happi he's jealous, n he reali cares so muach abt me n ah zhai..
maybe i shld jus dun think further n follow e fact n truth which is i love him n need him..n tats enuff..perhaps its not a right thing to do n carry on, but i dun care so much i'm not an angel neither i wan to be a.. i jus wan wad i nid now ..
candy lecture me ytd,she say tat she feel like i'm toyin ah zhai.. but in fact i did not.. i concern him becos we r frens but candy say i shld talk things clearli to him.,AIYA so mafan lar..everythin needs my explaination n im tired of explainin so be it lar i'll jus hack care..
meet delvin fer supper aft darling drive me hm, i'm gonna intro nise to him cos i see them damn compatible lor..
i'm sleepi.. i love muai darling..
6:03 AM;
N ME
Shanni
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